sometimes the things that freak me out the most are the things that people say without thinking. knowing. or even caring.
today a girl (who knows nothing about my deep passions) said to me for the second or third time, "do you think one of your children is already alive?"
and the answer is always, "i. don't. know." i don't have it all together. i can't even imagine what He has in store these next few years.
dirt floors. mud shacks. loud streets. crowded orphanages. hurting people. His people. my future.
my heart beats funny during these moments. i feel Him re-arranging the rooms of my heart.
thanks for holding this heart, Daddy.